i hear you’re saying so much stuff about me
do you really mean what you say?
all your saying is words
they don’t affect me or my moeurs
I was down for like 3 days cause i was wondering what i’ve done that you did not like. the anxiety was to the roof and only ate 3 full meals. dont worry there were plenty of 6-packs to compensate. i don’t think you understand how bad it was. you left me hanging. you left me thinking i was the worse. thinking i was the worse but also believing i was the worse. i didnt even questioned it. I was the worse human fucking being. you thought it would make me think about what i did, make me feel bad a bit and come back to you. i guess you haven’t heard me when i told you i was suffering from anxiety that time i opened up to you. I guess you thought it was sort of a joke or that i was exaggerating. well I was not. I was making so many scenarios in my head. wondering how could all of this had happened. I was alone. You left me alone, you played with my weaknesses. You knew all about them. i was hurt, i am hurt.
i’m sorry, it is my fault.
i’m sorry please come back